Rising from the Ashes

Got trolled by Blogger

2011-10-28T14:48:00.000+03:00

So, last Saturday I logged in on Blogger only to find all my blogs deleted. I thought someone had hacked my account but today I noticed that all my blogs are back, so it must’ve been just some kind of a glitch. At least from now on I’ll remember to do proper backups. I did manage to get some kind of a backup version up last Saturday. Here’s what I posted (without the part where I whined about

Desperate attempt at bringing this blog back to life

2011-10-02T19:12:00.000+03:00

Hello again my dear readers! I can’t believe it’s been three months since the last time I’ve posted anything here! So let’s see what’s been going on in my life for these past months. My summer went relatively well, although I managed to spend most of it online. My summer trip no. 2 was going to Pärnu, Estonia with my family. It was fun, except for a couple of minor family crises that made me

Summer trip no. 1 – Norway!

2011-07-04T22:57:00.001+03:00

Helloooo blog readers! Loooong time no see! Sites like Twitter and Tumblr have almost completely taken over my life, I’ve been a bit down and totally obsessed with Takarazuka, but what else is new? I’m getting off (or on? lol) my lazy ass and bring you this shiny blog post because I’ve spent the last five days in Norway and what’s more fun than writing a trip review? I was actually feeling

Tenshi no uta ga kikoeru

2011-04-09T19:03:00.001+03:00

Hello dear followers! The Japanese post titles are back because Takarazuka revue is my life at the moment. *3* So I helped Zara go crazy with her DVD order and had her buy a few things for me too while she was at it. So yesterday I got these: OH HI THAR MY INTERESTING LIFE. I bought the Elisabeth II Mook and after quickly browsing it through I came to the conclusion that I was right in getting

Nenepanic!

2011-03-19T18:37:00.001+02:00

Unf, well hello there again. I have apparently tried to start a new blogpost last month when I got this baby in the mail: It’s the Hoshigumi R&J! *__________* Oh baby, am I even in love. With Terubalt. And her… his? ass. :__D The title of this post comes from when I was watching this with Zara and we decided that Juliet’s anxiety attacs (there are a lot of those in this show) should be called

Ici le venin de la haine coule dans nos vies comme dans nos veines

2011-01-23T22:22:00.001+02:00

Bonsoir my dear readers! You might wonder if I’ve turned French during this inexcusably long Blogger silence but I assure you this isn’t anything serious, just another obsession. You’ve been missing my crazy rants, haven’t you? Well, let’s not keep you waiting any longer. On to the crazy place called my mind! THIS! Oh Gackt, this is the best thing since Elisabeth! That French guy’s voice! *-*

Razzle dazzle and all that jazz

2011-01-02T19:01:00.001+02:00

Happy New Year everyone! It’s been two months since my last post, so I could start the new year with promising that I’ll update my blog more often. ^^ 2010 was an unforgettable year, to say the least. I’ve been up so high it feels unreal and I’ve been down to the point where I’ve thought I wouldn’t be able to make it to 2011. But here I am and for the moment I’m feeling positive about the future

Better than love

2010-11-02T22:50:00.001+02:00

Ladies and gentlemen, what you are looking at is a post written by one very happy girl. And that was a huge understatement right there. Alright, since you can all guess what this is about I’ll just get to the subject without further delay. *Insert dramatic drums here* Friday the 15th was definitely more successful than the one before it, but the reason to my happiness was the same. (Zuka,

Infection

2010-10-10T21:49:00.001+03:00

(I seem to have fallen to the level where all my titles are song names. :'D) It’s time for apologies and explanations again. Sorry for the lack of updates. School is eating up all my free time and I haven’t slept nearly enough in the past four weeks or so. Also, my fever at the beginning of the month extended and I also caught an eye infection, so I’ve been feeling a bit under the weather. I’m

In for a kill

2010-09-09T20:35:00.001+03:00

Put all your angels on the edge Keep all the roses, I’m not dead Missed me much? :D I’ve caught a cold so I didn’t have to go to school today. And you know what that means, right? Spending the whole day on the computer! …Ahem, I obviously meant to write ‘resting and trying to get better’. x3 I should really do something to improve the quality of this blog… It’s really starting to bother me

Devils’ Parade

2010-08-31T23:49:00.001+03:00

Hiya all! Long time no see. For once I’m not going to apologize for the blog silence since I’ve got a perfect excuse for my absence. *dum-de-dum* It’s actually school. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, for the past two weeks I have actually been studying! I got accepted to the school I wished to attend! Yay, go me! I’m studying sewing women’s clothes. 8) Suits me perfectly, don’t you think? Okay, I

At the risk of sounding like a broken record…

2010-08-13T01:23:00.001+03:00

Guess what’s back in full force? Zuka. Freaking. Fandom. :D Must apologize to all of you who aren’t all that interested to read about the same crazy fandom over and over again, but I just can’t keep this to myself (as you might have noticed during this past year). I told you about Zara buying me some Zuka stuff torturing me with her hype being in Japan in my last post. Well, guess what? She’s

Ways to prevent brain death

2010-08-03T17:34:00.001+03:00

The title is inspired by my overflowing fangirlism for everything that happens to cross my way. If you are a fandom magnet like me, I strongly suggest staying away from the computer, or at least limit the time per week (or per day) that you can spend in the net. But more about my mental problems later. I’ll do this chronologically. ~♥~ Let’s start with my Finland mini-rail I did last week with

OMG! YFC~♥

2010-07-25T02:40:00.001+03:00

If I was a person who swears, I’d put the f-word to Oh My Gackt. That’s exactly the kind of thing the man himself would probably do. Considering his tour goods, for example. And that’s exactly the first thing that came to my mind once I was able to find my ability to think on my way back to the hotel after the show. O M F G. But let’s not get ahead of things. I hadn’t fully realized what a

* My Munich adventure *

2010-07-24T13:55:00.001+03:00

That’s right, ladies and gentlemen; I’m back from my short trip to Munich! I’ll tell you right away that there are going to be two posts about this; this one right here about the trip in general and then another one for the gig, the man, the fandom etc. I mean, you don’t really think Gackt would even fit this post with his ego? Not to mention my fandom. This post would be like hundred miles long

The major fangirlism strikes back!

2010-07-18T00:43:00.001+03:00

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! ASDFGH (sorry about this :__D) !! You know what ‘tis all about, right? I’m really starting to feel the GACKTism here. I’ve dreamed of seeing him live ever since the 8th grade and even though I got the ticket to his concert and got the trip settled, the whole thing just seemed very surreal to me. Until today. As you might have guessed, I read some gig reviews by the

Too Darn Hot

2010-07-04T00:35:00.001+03:00

Ladies and Gentlemen, let me present you the long awaited nail post! WARNING: This is going to be HUGE! We’re having a cozy warm weather, about 22 Celsius degrees in shade, so what better way is there to spend the day than blog on my dad’s computer on our patio? :'D Well, I can actually think of a couple of other things, but as I’ve spent the morning cleaning around the house I wanted to come

Bliss or depression – that is the question

2010-07-03T01:48:00.001+03:00

As the title indicates – welcome back the rollercoaster of moodswings! –.-'' I don’t really know what to blame this on anymore, so I’ll just say it’s because of the heat. The weather has been positivelly hot for the past week and I’ve obviously enjoyed all the sunshine, but I guess my head’s not taking it as well as I had hoped it would. I konw that this time I’m not going mad for being alone too

Nerdier by the hour

2010-06-16T23:22:00.001+03:00

As some of you might already know, I was in Tallin, Estonia for three days last week. As usual, I didn’t take any significant photos during the trip, and I think that neither my granny nor my cousin would have appreciated having their photos shown all over the internet. Not to mention my one-year-old godson. I guess we’ll just have to do with the things I bought and a very artistic (or not)

Ah, bliss~♥

2010-06-08T12:16:00.001+03:00

I’ve probably had a couple of yet another best days of my life, and more are coming, if everything goes as planned. :3 Should I do this chronologically? Umm, I’m thinking maybe. At least for the two most important things. ♥ First off, my graduation party! I managed (quite miraculously, in fact!) to finish my dress in time, had to sew a few stitches in the morning, but I didn’t need to downright

The impossible is happening

2010-06-01T21:30:00.001+03:00

I’m sorry if this post gets really random or over the top, because… *DUM-DE-DUUUUUUUUM* GACKT is coming to Europe! For real! Gaaaaah, I can’t get over this fact! And as I am a legal adult, it would technically be possible for me to go see his gig in Germany, for example. *_________* The problem is that he’s going to be playing in some relatively small clubs and thus the tickets are very limited

The vampirism strikes back

2010-05-27T01:13:00.001+03:00

Yes, my dear readers, I have officially refound my inner vampire! I guess I kind of lost her among all that Takarazuka-fangirlism, winter depression, otokoyaku style loving, school and other random things which have occupied my life during these past eight months or so. (My vampire tag actually tells me that I have been rambling something about vampires a couple of times during that time, but a

Slowly getting there

2010-05-10T01:43:00.002+03:00

Hiya! It’s been too long, again, since the last time I posted anything. I’m guessing that no-one’s all that interested in my Christmas presents at this time of the year, so I’ve decided to just get on with blogging about things in my life right now, it’s far easier that way. (What a clever realization from my part.) ^^ First a brief overall look on my life at present. Aristocratic vampires are

Rising from the Dead

2010-03-23T16:11:00.001+02:00

Hiya all! Ahem, after three months of silence, I’ve finally gotten around to bringing this blog (and my Internet person :'D) back to life. I wonder if it’s got less to do with feeling guilty for neglecting my dear readers or the fact that I’m actually supposed to be preparing for the last two baccalaureal exams at the moment… ^^'' This post probably won’t be a long one, since it’s going to take

A kiss while your lips are still red

2009-12-14T00:14:00.001+02:00

Hiya all! I’m supposed to be sleeping but instead I’m just sitting here staring at my screen so thought I’d quickly update my blog. :3 My week has been… confusing, to say the least. I got my swine flu vaccination on Tuesday and thus was sick on Wednesday. My arm was terribly sore up until yesterday and I was in a bad mood. I even skipped my morning lessons on Friday just because I felt

Love in this club

2009-12-06T00:17:00.003+02:00

Sorry for the lack of updates during November! There has been a lot going on in my life and it has caused me to neglect my dear blog. Well, I’m back now! Hopefully I’ll get to update more frequently from now on… I know I should concentrate solely on school during the next four months or so but that’s basically impossible. Luckily we’ll have our Christmas holiday in two weeks. I feel like I’m

Busted

2009-11-07T21:39:00.004+02:00

The shortest blog title yet, yay! Ehehee, my parents found out about the DVD… :___D Luckily I didn’t get yelled at (as of yet, that is) but mom seemed to be disappointed… I hate disappointing my parents but sometimes it just can’t be avoided. But dad disappointed me first, so I’d say we’re even now. :3 Mom’s reaction kind of made me feel bad, otherwise yesterday would have been about perfect.

I’ve died and gone to Heaven

2009-10-31T17:55:00.002+02:00

…or maybe this is Yomi no sekai (land of the dead in Takarazuka’s Elisabeth). Warning! This post is full of completely brainless Takarazuka/Elisabeth/Tooto/Mizu Natsuki fandom. No need to read if this irritates you. Otherwise have fun reading about how my brain decided to melt and pour out through my ears. I tried to write about this calmly, but it simply doesn't seem to be possible. Sorry~

Always Obsessed

2009-10-25T15:39:00.003+02:00

Creativetitles.com :''D Ahem, I always suck at getting to the point… It’s been two weeks again, sorry for that! ^^ Here’s a brief version of what’s been going on in my life in these past two weeks: 1. I was being shy at Tsukicon with Zara (stalking people we know from the net, bloggers and such…). I tried to wear fake nails for the first time in my life and that… Well, let’s just say it wasn’

Fail

2009-10-11T19:19:00.003+03:00

I meant to update my dear blog earlier today but instead I ended up watching Mizu videos again… :''D That’s because I bought a pair of new jeans last Monday and I wanted to take some photos of them to show to you. And now I’m a bit depressed because I look so ridiculous compared to Mizu-san. ;__; (Not a huge surprise now, is it? :''D) Okay, first of all I’ve got no idea of how I managed to

Cutcutcut

2009-09-30T18:31:00.001+03:00

First things first: Sorry for the lack of updates during these past… 3 weeks or something. :''D School has been killing me etc. so I hope you’ll understand. I thought about making some kind of a hair history post but I decided against it after all when I went through some old photos… I guess I don’t go well with a camera. Blah, I’ve written two random essays today and I wonder whether I’ve got

Insert an interesting title here

2009-09-11T23:08:00.002+03:00

My brain is pretty empty right now and I don’t know why. I’m going through a nice variety of emotions and I keep switching my thinking language between Finnish, English, Swedish and French, which is confusing to say the least. I’m a bit worried about next Wednesday because then I’ll have my English matriculation exam and my English isn’t really at it’s best right now. Well, I did get quite a good

School stole my spare time

2009-08-30T18:35:00.001+03:00

Yeah, school started. >__>'' It’s been only a week and a half and I’m pretty much dead already. So much work to do. Well, things will probably get a bit easier in about four weeks or so when the exams are over. I can cope until then, right? I’ve been doing my Swedish homework so my brain doesn’t really compute in English right now. :''D Got to update my blog now anyway, when I have the time. I

Mizu stole my spare time

2009-08-16T11:01:00.005+03:00

…Yeah, I’m still seriously obsessed and there’s no sign of change in that on the horizon. It just gets stronger and stronger every day. Yes, I had big plans of how I would read to the upcoming matriculation exams every day throughout the summer but then along came Mizu and all the plans flew out the window. ^^’’ It seriously worries me… Last semester my school work was practically ruined by yaoi

In my darkest hours I could not foresee

2009-08-12T22:48:00.004+03:00

...That the tide could turn so fast to this degree (Within Temptation – Our Solemn hour)Rest in peace Jasmine You, you’ll be missed and loved forever. I’ll try my hardest to make this a happy post. Even when in mourning, we need to seek happiness in small things in life. Jag skulle skriva på svenska men jag vill inte. >.<’’ It would be good to practice Swedish by writing but I’m too lazy. And I

Wake up my dear…

2009-07-26T18:41:00.002+03:00

AWWWW~ Yeah, you guessed it right; here comes the review of D’espairsRay’s gig, as requested by Zara. ^^ Yesterday was… Awesome, to say the least. Strangely enough, I didn’t feel like I was going to a gig. It hadn’t really sank in, though I was having a hard time waiting at home until it was time to go. Had my make-up and outfit ready at around four o’clock, which was about two hours too early.

Inochi wa omoshiroi desu ne

2009-07-24T17:46:00.001+03:00

…That’s my first Japanese title in this blog, right? I hope so. I’m sorry for those who get annoyed when people like me use Japanese just for fun. I just had to use that phrase. I should be studying English, Swedish and French for the final exams (did I mention this already?) but instead I’m doing my best to learn more Japanese and German. ^^’ Life’s interesting. If it isn’t, do something to

Draw back those tears, you’re not dying inside

2009-07-17T23:16:00.003+03:00

Warning: Obsessed rant for the first 3 paragraphs. Skip these if you aren’t interested/don’t have time etc. ^^ I’m trying really hard to convince myself that I don’t need or even want that DVD. I’m thinking rationally here (just what my parents want me to do); almost 130€ for a DVD is way too much. When my obsession has faded away, I might be pretty pissed at myself for throwing away that much

Where There Is A Will There Is A Way

2009-07-17T00:13:00.001+03:00

Okay, I seriously think I shouldn’t be updating right now because a) I might never get to sleep and b) I’m probably starting to sound like a broken record (at least to those who read my other blogs). I don’t know if this post is going to be on the huge side but in case it will, I’ll apologize in advance. Because I really don’t have too many topics to write about. I hope I won’t bore you to death.

In a rollercoaster

2009-07-14T00:39:00.002+03:00

I’ve been having some major mood swings these past three days. From hopeful to anxiety, loneliness and right down to depression. -___-'' I even started a new blog for my darker thoughts. (Tell me, if you’re interested, I’m keeping it pretty much private. I’ll publish some of my art and stories there, too. And it includes mature content. ^^) I was only able to go to Animecon on Friday, because I

I’ll bite into your sinful neck

2009-07-08T20:53:00.001+03:00

Versailles fangirlism strikes again! Ascendead Master is love, just like all their songs. I’m hailing the PV just now. Please come to Finland soon~! I can’t wait ‘til September when they’ll release the new album. Kamijo ♥__♥ Hizaki ♥__♥ Gackt ♥__♥ …he doesn’t have anything to do with this, though. x) Okay, let’s see if I would stay on one subject for more than two seconds. ^^’’ I should have

Music, please!

2009-07-03T23:32:00.002+03:00

Because I need to listen to something. Other than that, that title doesn’t have anything to do with this post. ^^ I feel like I’m mentally unstable at the moment. I thought writing would help so I’m updating my blog. I’m feeling down and get upset over every little thing that goes wrong. It must have something to do with the fact that I haven’t seen any of my friends in a week or so. I really

Lots of stupidity and some bad luck

2009-07-01T01:43:00.005+03:00

Two posts on the same day? (Well, technically no, since it’s already past midnight.) Wow, that’s a first! For Taitti, since you asked for more frequent updates. ^^ First of all, I’m sorry. Am I starting to sound like a broken record already? x) I’m sorry for not updating as often as you would like, and I’m sorry for being a loser when it comes to cellphones. I keep missing calls when I’m at home

The designing skills of a 13-year-old

2009-06-30T20:15:00.002+03:00

…Not to offend any 13-year-olds out there. It’s just that I haven’t really done any major changes in my room during these past four years and I think it shows. When you walk into my room, you can see so many toys and crappy drawings that you probably wouldn’t think it was a room of a 17-year-old. Or maybe you would and I’m just paranoid and/or simply exaggerating my childish side. The thing is

A video! (If this works…)

2009-06-22T01:51:00.006+03:00

I’ll get to the proper update tomorrow, I promise! (Or later today, actually..) This is just a quickie, solely because I tested teasing my hair a bit to get that Hizaki/hime-kind-of volume. And to show off my nails (which you probably won’t be able to see too well on the video, but anyway). I’m kind og nervous, since I’ve never posted a video of me on the Internet. All kinds of cameras make me

Hizaki cosplay, here I come!

2009-06-11T15:09:00.004+03:00

Hehe, this is just a quick update before the promised post about my room. ^^ I'm not too sure if I should be writing at all right now, since my brain and heart and soul are going completely overload. I’ve been feeding myself way too much shoujo manga without leaving my house, so I’ll probably go crazy real soon… It’s no good when I’m in this kind of mood, I get WAY too excited over every little

New clothes + The Sims 3

2009-06-06T18:12:00.004+03:00

Hello~! I was going to update on Monday but didn’t quite get to it, as always. ^^'' I just heard on the radio that it’s very boring if people always keep apologizing for not updating their blogs and that it would be better if they just got to the point right away. I started to feel kind of bad for always starting my posts with 'so sorry I haven’t updated…' and so forth. I guess I still did it

Summerrrr is here!

2009-05-30T23:00:00.003+03:00

It has been such a lovely day~! It was really warm outside, the best weather ever to start the summer. WARNING: I fail in English in this post. –___-'' Today I went to school for one hour and now I have eleven weeks of freedom ahead! I enjoyed the beautiful weather by going to two graduation parties with my family. I got some colour on my face and hands but most people wouldn’t be able to see

From vampires to k-pop and back again

2009-05-13T20:28:00.003+03:00

Haha, definitely didn’t see that one coming! It’s true though, I’ve got myself addicted to k-pop… Another fail as an aristocrat vampire? Absolutely. I’ll be laughing at myself somewhere in the near future. What the heck, I’m laughing at myself right now. ^_______^ The songs are SS501 – U R Man and Rain – Rainism. Those Koreans have got some seriously addicting beats there. I’m warning you – if

The Reawakening of My Inner Vampire

2009-05-02T22:58:00.004+03:00

Hooray for creative titles! It’s kinda hard to write something impressive after such a dumbfounding start. Well, I’m going to try anyway. ^^ So I’ve managed to really get stuck with my vampire-fandom after a short break (read: love for the hime-gyaru fashion). As it turns out I had no need to worry about losing my great love for vampires. Reading Jennifer Rardin’s One More Bite was all it took

Good news at the end of a long day

2009-04-23T20:19:00.003+03:00

Whee! First of all I’m sorry for my belated update (as usual). I was going to make a post about my room on Sunday, since I finally managed to clean up here. As it turns out, I never actually had the time/energy/inspiration to take any photos, so you’ll have to wait for that one a little bit longer. I managed, however, to take a few pics of my nails, so you’ll see some golden nail polish later on

Life after Easter holidays

2009-04-16T20:24:00.005+03:00

Wow, it's been two weeks since I updated last time. o.o Sorry about that. My life's kinda boring, so there usually isn't too much to write about. :P I was in Lapland for four days last week, mainly snowboarding. Whee! ^w^ I was dead tired almost every day though, and I just can't see why. Too much sleeping maybe... This is going to be a boring entry due to the lack of photos. (Wow,

I promise I won’t try to fool you

2009-04-01T17:47:00.005+03:00

It’s April Fools’ Day again, the day I fear the most. I fooled my dad once, but felt so terrible afterwards that I promised myself to never do anything like that again. It has been about five years or so and I still feel so bad about it, even though it really wasn’t anything to feel bad about and I’m the only one who still remembers it. I won’t think about it anymore, since it makes me feel bad.

Feeling slightly better already

2009-03-29T20:27:00.006+03:00

Yayy, good news! I think I’m finally getting better after too many days of sneezing and coughing and feeling generally terrible. I feel much more alive already, though I still can’t taste a thing. Here’s a pic that about sums up my weekend: Queen, nail clippers, glass nail file and deep blue Chanel nail polish. Yeah, that’s pretty much it for my long awaited time to relax. Mom bought me the

I know I should be studying, but… ^^

2009-03-24T18:37:00.002+02:00

I’m too addicted to this whole blog thing all of a sudden. :P I have a history test tomorrow and I really should be preparing for that right now… Well, I’ll just save it for later (as I always do ^__^”). Today I promised myself that I wouldn’t sleep with curlers on any time soon. Why? Because a) I can’t really sleep with them and b) I didn’t actually get the kinds of results I wished for. Here

I want to get well soon snif

2009-03-22T18:21:00.005+02:00

Guess what? Yeah, I’m sick. Again. I catch at least 4-5 colds in a year nowadays. I have no resistance whatsoever. Blah. I am actually feeling slightly better atm, not as feverish as before. But then again I’ll probably feel worse after a little while. So this Sunday has been pretty terrible for me. I woke up with a really nasty cough and after that my day has consisted of trying to rest as best

Starting a new blog…

2009-03-21T18:56:00.002+02:00

Welcome to my new blog! If you found your way here from my Dreamworld (=if you are Taitti) I want to tell you that I’ll probably be updating that site even more infrequently than before. You’ll always find a link to my newest blog entry on the front page though, and I’ll keep updating other sections of my Dreamworld. Only the activity on the main page will slow down. I’m going to start this new